Purging the unnecessary today.
I am purging.
Purging my living space, purging my calendar,purging my life.
“Have nothing in your home {life} that you do not know to be useful or believe to be beautiful”
I must take care of my own needs first. I need to be able to find clean clothes in the morning. I need to have a calm, peaceful orderly living space. I need quiet time to think and write and just recharge my own batteries.
My needs aren’t negotiable anymore.
I have a long way to go but already do I feel better!
The eye of the storm.
My world is so shaken right now. I feel like I’m in the eye of a storm. I’m fearful for what may happen. When all I ever wanted was to have my family and love like no tomorrow. How dare I be so careless in all this. How dare I lie to myself and my loved ones. All this has become what it is only because of my stupidity. I’ve been tested but god KNOWS I haven’t been defeated. My battles will only make me stronger. My mistakes have only made me wiser. It’s time to pick up my shattered life and put it back together again. The right way. However this time its not just my decision. =\
